Dramatic moment

Uuuuuurrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh.

Deep and guttural full of frustration and pain. 

This. This is how I feel right now. I feel like exasperated grief wants to release from my chest in deep, loud groans. 

I just want to melt into the floor and stay motionless for hours until the tightness in my chest subsides.

I also want to throw my phone against a concrete wall. Change my number. Change any name. Move to a far away island. Marry a local and think of only the good things that have happened in my life.

Sadly, this is not a option that would actual solve anything.

But being slightly dramatic for just a few seconds helps me release some of the pressure I feel.